I don't know if I'll do anywhere near all of these "Day X" posts, but we are having technical difficulties at work right now, and I literally have nothing else to do while I wait for things to get back up and running.
Okay, I initially was going to talk about "You're My Home" by Billy Joel, and how it makes me think of my husband, but then I started typing out the lyrics and realized some of the lines are a bit PG-rated and might be interpreted as TMI (not what I was going for). So, here's another song that gets me teary-eyed and also makes me think of my marriage. I think it's a beautiful picture of a relationship where you know someone completely and are fully known by them. I love the way she redefines "happy" in the context of a marriage in which two people have gone through some hard things together, yet there is a depth there now that is so much better than the superficial "happy" that some people settle for. The type of transparancy she describes here can be scary, so I find this song both challenging and inspiring, and it makes me thankful for my husband and the marriage we have fought for over the past seven years.
Different Kinds of Happy (by Sara Groves)
Go on and ask me anything. What do you need to know?
I'm not holding on to anything I'm not willing to let go of To be free, to be free
I've got to ask you something, but please don't be afraid
There's a promise here thats heavier than your answer might weigh
Baby it's me, it's me
It's a sweet, sweet thing
Standing here with you and nothing to hide
Light shining down to our very insides
Sharing our secrets, baring our souls,
Helping each other come clean
Secrets and cyphers, there's no good way to hide
There's redemption in confession and freedom in the light
I'm not afraid, I'm not afraid
It's a sweet, sweet thing
Standing here with you and nothing to hide
Light shining down to our very insides
Sharing our secrets, baring our souls,
Helping each other come clean
Better than our promises
Is the day we got to keep them
I wish those two could see us now,
They never would believe how there are different kinds of happy
Different kinds of happy
There are different kinds of happy
Different kinds of happy
It's a sweet, sweet thing
Standing here with you and nothing to hide
Light shining down to our very insides
Sharing our secrets, baring our souls,
Helping each other come clean